In June 2008 I returned from Iraq and was single, didn’t have any friends in Washington, and was still very concerned about my being outed. I am not quite sure what exactly I reintegrated into last time as I was creating an environment to surround myself from scratch. This return home has proven quite different, and what has seemed to be much more complicated.
I am not sure why, but I have been having issues sliding back into my old self, and it sucks. Being gay, I have always felt more comfortable when I am not around my co-workers, because I am able to be myself. However, lately it is opposite, and I feel more comfortable at work. It doesn’t help that I try and play therapist with myself and can never get a clear thought through my head. I feel it is the fact that for the past year… Read the rest…






